Unique Risk Factor Assessment | Quote |
Deprioritization/ Irregular meal times | You’re on tour. You’re at work. You’re not playing around. You can’t be late. You can’t eat…It’s so difficult when I’m on tour, because I can’t eat like the other ones. You know, they’re on the table eating the amazing food. I’m fucking hungry, but I know that 1, 4 hours before my show I can’t eat, so afterwards. Do you know how cold my food is without a heater? It’s disgusting. So I throw it away. |
Your body is your tool to get the job done | When musicians and bands go like, ”Oh, we do our job, and you don’t do your job [socialize with fans],” and I’m like, “If your job was your liver and you had a couple of beers. Come and tell me about it, you know.” So I try basically to protect myself, not my voice.The voice is secondary. If I’m not there, my voice is not there, you know. |
Cultural relevance risk | When the music industry went from rock and roll to grunge, and all of a sudden every band that was rock is dropped. How do we keep your career alive. What do we do? We got to ride it out because everything comes back around again. |
The job is a priority over family/ personal time, especially on tour. | That’s a tricky one… Because I’ve been trying to mix all worlds at once. But then it’s not optimal either… right before a show, for instance, I’m like, completely focused on that. And afterwards as well. Since we need to…pack everything up and get back home. So I’m like, completely out for a day and a half, basically before every show that we do so when I bring my family …to the show, it’s like, yeah. I tried to make everyone happy. But yeah, still, I think I need to focus on the music at that point in time. Just personal relationships are always the thing that suffers the most. |
Having to subsidize music job with day job | Having a daytime job is both a blessing and a curse, because we’re never able to focus as much on the music as we would like, I guess, but also it keeps us busy. |
Band managers end up getting into personal matters | Unfortunately, I do have to deal with a lot of stuff in management. A lot of personal stuff. Did you pay your rent? Is your health insurance paid, you know, keeping marriages together. Managing a band is a full-time job, and then some. |
Different expectations/assumptions toward women workers/musicians in the music industry | As a woman, I’ve made the mistake in the past of just being nurturing and it backfired on me. |
Band members may tolerate dysfunction to stay in the band | Somebody here said. ‘Just get away from that’. Sometimes they can’t get away from it, because that means they have to leave the band that they love, that they think they’re going to make it in, and they don’t think they’re going to make it anywhere else. If they leave that band. |
Musicians may feel pressured to produce something they are not proud of and they are associated with it forever. | The manager’s name isn’t living on forever. The marketing person isn’t living on forever. The radio promoter isn’t living on forever. You are, because it’s your name plastered all over the front of that album cover. You better be happy to live with that as part of your legacy. |
Return on investment for songs is a long road | It takes so long for some of the best art to really hit. And I mean, really hit. And sometimes it takes decades, and sometimes things are just ahead of their time. Sometimes it takes a while for people to understand something, and you know the best. Art divides the audience. If everybody loves it. It’s usually a fad. |
Many incidents of people around musicians taking advantage them | I’ve seen really good artists blindly trust their manager or PR, or person in charge of that, and just completely be run over and stolen from. |
Musicians may feel pressured to do things for the sake of making it | a lot of [musicians] will stop at nothing to make it, and they will sign on the line of many dark things to get there, and it’s the truth of it, and maybe I shouldn’t be revealing that. But it’s something that needs to have some light on it. There’s dark corners of this industry that are just those ways are not working anymore. And there’s several people that several tables, I said, at a very successful |
Musicians will have to manage on their own until they are making enough money to incentivize a manager | It’s quite simple. If you’re a small artist right now, and you’re not making any money. There’s not a lot of incentive for a manager to come on board, either.
It’s not music, friends, it’s music, business. |
Women musicians are sexualized | I’m a woman. So I get… extremely sexualized…a lot of people don’t know but I wear cheeseburger slippers on stage… [to] mess, with everybody’s perception. |
Women musicians are sexualized | You will hear everything, every little thing. They will judge your face, your body, your tits, your voice, your personality. They call me a diva. Okay? |
Musicians do not have a say on what gets posted on social media or youtube | One of the reasons why I think [not putting yourself front and center] is being triggered more now than ever before is, people are scared to see what pops up on Youtube. So they just want to know that they’re gonna sing consistently night after night, even though they’re not singing [in the front].
So you’re trying to … perform your best… I went up and I got up on stage, and just white noise came out. And I was like devastated… I’m such a dynamic singer,… it was very traumatic for me. Honestly, because it’s like you have people holding their cell phones like right in your face as you’re just… struggling. And you’re like, you don’t understand what’s happening…So after it was like the worst show of my life. I went backstage, and I, just like stood in a corner, and just like did the silent cry, where you just like just tears are running down your face. |
The way you feel mentally or physically will affect your singing voice | But definitely, if you’re nervous, if you’re anxious. If you’re emotionally distraught in any kind of way, if you’re dealing with something you can have like a defeatism which sometimes doesn’t let us get all the way [to the high notes].
If I am sick, I don’t have lung capacity |
Age impacts your singing abilities | Jason McMaster: The older I get [my voice is] diminishing a little bit…sometimes live I have more … power, and I can hold that note, whatever it is longer than I can when I’m in the studio, and I don’t know if it’s adrenaline like a natural thing. |
Fans have very high expectations for seeing a musician live | No one is expecting you to suck… They’re there to see a show…They want you to kill it …all the time…they act so surprised when you know you got to take a break, or when the band has to get a replacement singer.or God forbid right? Or you know something is different about the show. Wow! What’s different? |
For musicians, the very act of listening to music, especially their own, can lead to perfectionism and overly self-critical thinking | I’ll listen to songs, and I still beat myself up sometimes, too, like, Oh, I got to get that better. I gotta. I gotta. I’m not feeling that yet. So you know. I listen to music, but I also. It’s my work sometimes, and sometimes sometimes you got to step away, too, because you’re like I got to do that better. I got to do that better, and it’s that that can be stressful. |
For creatives (musicians), the analytical approach and the extra exposure can diminish the simple enjoyment of experiencing the artform. | I listen to a lot of podcasts. Obviously, since that’s what I do for a living. But when but I don’t do it as an escape any longer. |
Intense pressure to succeed. | There’s these guys you’re never going to know that put so much pressure like, what happens if I don’t make it? I got to make it. They set these boundaries like, if they don’t make it, there’s nothing left for them, and that’s really hard. I mean, imagine going to bed at night like that.The guys that haven’t made it. They’re, you know, just local guys that are struggling to make it. And then you got to think about the guys that have got the stardom have got, you know, played arenas, and did this all. And then it all ended. that’s a lot for somebody, and not just musicians, actors that had, you know, they were childhood actors. And look how they would happen, and they’re all scared to like talk to somebody. You shouldn’t be embarrassed. |
The professional music lifestyle faces unique, often intense pressures, at every level of success. | The gigging musician, the band that ekes enough money by to pay themselves. At least they’re living on ramen days, or maybe they have a pretty good, you know. They can pay for their house and their mortgage, and all that kind of stuff. But those bands also probably are those musicians. Probably many of them have tragic stories. And what about those who we’ve lost along the way that we don’t know about, because they’re not famous.I think you know, having a greater understanding that these pressures. Look, you don’t have to be Kurt Cobain to have these issues right? You can have these same issues as just a regular person who happens to have a career in music. And yeah, those pressures. Clearly they’re different when you get to a certain level of fame. But, man, they’re still there, and you need to fight those. And we need to have ways to encourage musicians to get past those. |
Young adults in the musician lifestyle often push the limits of safety and “partying” with uncertain people and substances. | There was a time in my life like everybody else. You know, we were young, and we were all full of piss and vinegar, and we thought the world was ours, and we were unstoppable. And yeah, dude. Listen. I partied like everybody else at one time. |
Life on the road in hotels can sometimes feel solitary, hopeless, and can lead to suicide risks. | There were times, man, I would be on a hotel balcony on the 20th floor, and just wonder. . . “I could just jump off this thing right now and end it all.” |
The “party” atmosphere is such a prominent component of the touring musician’s environments, that it leads to risk or relapse, anxiety, loss of control, and other concerns – – for everyone, but especially for those recovering from addiction(s). | And you could see how there’s definitely a lot of triggers on the road in the business, from the drinking and the partying for years and years and years, and just really being a mental mess going through the withdrawals of it. |
The struggle to succeed can feel futile, hopeless, especially when exacerbated by dependency, leading to suicidal ideation. | Then I almost killed myself. . .I had planned to drive off – – It’s gonna sound fucked up, but it’s the truth. I was going to launch myself off this mountain cliff thing, because I had always dreamed that I was going to die that way. So I said, Fuck it, let’s fulfill that dream, since I can’t fulfill any others. Because all I ever wanted to do was play, and I couldn’t. Nothing was clicking. I tried and tried and tried every band, every every every possible thing. It just. . . nothing was working. I was always just playing covers, and it got to the point where I couldn’t even play a show without drinking, because I didn’t want to be there. It wasn’t fun anymore. I didn’t have a purpose. |
There is a unique wear-and-tear and strain of performing at a high level, which can be compounded with numerous shows on the schedule. | There’s so many factors about it – – mentally, physically – – that go into. . . people don’t really understand a lot what it takes to get on that stage and give it 150% every night. |
Some kinds of music are more physically, and possibly emotionally, demanding, which leads to risk of fatigue and other physical ailments. | That’s the kind of music that I sing. It’s not easy, and it takes its toll. I don’t care how good you are, what techniques you use, because that goes out the window a lot of times when you’re on the road, because the circumstances.
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The “party” atmosphere is such a prominent component of the touring musician’s environments, that it leads to risk or relapse, anxiety, loss of control, and other concerns – – for everyone, but especially for those recovering from addiction(s). | You know it. It was everywhere. But I was fine, because I was so focused on the task at hand, and I knew that I had to keep improving. It was everywhere. It was very easy. I very easily could have went right back to drinking. |
Risk (especially for vocalists) of over-exertion, potentially leading to physical harm and loss of ability. | I don’t like that because I don’t want to think about stuff (vocal technique), I just want to play. But obviously there’s things that you want to make sure that you’re doing right. You don’t want to hurt yourself, and that’s also kind of a thing that you have to develop on your own. |
A link between creativity and inner darkness. | A lot of musicians, a lot of artists, man, they’re kind of a little tortured, because sometimes intense. . . A tortured life, so to speak, can lead to some really intense creativity, too. So some of these people that are just so fantastically creative and inspiring for us, they’re eating themselves up inside over different things. |
Drastic changes in the music industry make it hard for veterans to give any meaningful advice. | Sometimes people ask me that, what’s your advice for young and upcoming musicians and all that? And it’s like, well, I don’t know if I can give them advice, because it seems like the music world has changed so much now, and how to monetize music and how to promote yourself and all that’s changed so much. |